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Entries from September 2008

and the first peso for the prayer box goes to…

September 24th, 2008 · No Comments

Last Sunday, I received a “prayer box” from my SFC household head Irma. It’s the latest craze in SFC to date. Aside from giving tithes every month, we get to drop 1 peso for every prayer petition. When it’s all full, we’ll exchange it for bills, and the money will be collected (with a corresponding [...]

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Tags: The Broody Bunch-er

fighting the urge to smoke

September 24th, 2008 · No Comments

Why did I even quit in the first place?

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Tags: The Burnt-out Blogger

bad feeling

September 22nd, 2008 · No Comments

I woke up today at 5PM with a bad feeling in my solar plexus. It felt like my stomach was churning inside. I felt sick in the pit of my stomach. I’m not so sure if this is work-related… or if someone will be breaking his promise. Friggin’ horse shit.

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Tags: The Burnt-out Blogger

to put into words what i’m feeling right now:

September 22nd, 2008 · No Comments

“Do you know what lonely is? Lonely is me not being here now. Lonely is you listening to those words alone because I’m not here to hear them. ‘I’m lonely. I’m so lonely I could die. No matter how I cry or beg, the one bastard who should hear those words isn’t here, so I [...]

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Tags: Quotable Quotes

at the peak of exhaustion and the brink of insanity

September 22nd, 2008 · No Comments

I’ve been smoking and drinking for 2 days now. I feel like I’m pretty much killing myself. Really, really tired but I feel like it’s still not enough to numb the pain. So much for planning to take care of my diploma tomorrow. Aargh…

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Tags: The Whiner

my 29-hour day (and still counting)

September 21st, 2008 · No Comments

From my Friday night shift, I logged out 7AM on the dot (well, maybe about 2 or 3 minutes later) and went straight to Makati to meet up with one of my dearest, truly dependable chums Mia. We downed beer after beer and ate chicken wings nonstop, until we realized that it was about 2PM. [...]

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Tags: The Burnt-out Blogger · The Storyteller

cry for help

September 20th, 2008 · No Comments

I think I’m on my way to being a full-fledged anorexic. Help. Please.

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Tags: The Burnt-out Blogger

quotes from chester

September 20th, 2008 · No Comments

>> You can’t really know where you’re going till you know where you have been. >> Always remember: Life is not the amount of breaths you take. It’s the moments that take your breath away.

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Tags: Kitikitext · Quotable Quotes

gotta keep busy, you know — just what a broken heart needs to move on…

September 20th, 2008 · No Comments

1. visit Seoul 2. move on 3. get a boyfriend 4. continue learning Spanish 5. find a job I really like do good without looking like a brown-noser in order to keep the job I really like 6. meet up with old friends from PS, Inovize, Nucomm, etc. 7. get a US tourist VISA 8. [...]

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Tags: To-Do List

what am i worth?

September 20th, 2008 · No Comments

Disclaimer: this is just an outburst. I know I will regret writing this later on, but I thought I’d still write it just so I can scream let it all out. Definitely not enough to receive flowers via special delivery on Valentine’s Day. Definitely not worth being defended whenever narrow-minded sickos lash out at me. [...]

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Tags: The Broody Bunch-er · The Whiner