multi-masking

I woke up today at 5PM with a bad feeling in my solar plexus. It felt like my stomach was churning inside. I felt sick in the pit of my stomach. I’m not so sure if this is work-related… or if someone will be breaking his promise. Friggin’ horse shit.

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“Do you know what lonely is? Lonely is me not being here now. Lonely is you listening to those words alone because I’m not here to hear them. ‘I’m lonely. I’m so lonely I could die. No matter how I cry or beg, the one bastard who should hear those words isn’t here, so I [...]

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I’ve been smoking and drinking for 2 days now. I feel like I’m pretty much killing myself. Really, really tired but I feel like it’s still not enough to numb the pain. So much for planning to take care of my diploma tomorrow. Aargh…

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