multi-masking

Body

Woke up with a stuffed nose, itchy throat, and a slightly elevated temperature.
Immediately drank a glass of alkaline water (which I really really hate…. yuck!)
Ate a little rice with a lot of mongo.
Waiting for my sister to come back from her “breakfast date” because she promised to bring home veggie omelet, Strepsils, and Amoxicillin.
Been waiting for more than an hour now. Tick, tick, tick…

Heart

Missing someone very badly…
Pissed off at somebody from work… AGAIN.
On the verge of creating a “Do Not Talk” and “Talk Only When Talked To” List.

Mind

So confused with a lot of things:

Is it time to resign? It’s not just because I’m pissed off at somebody ~ it’s not the first time. Is it because I don’t believe in what I’m doing anymore? But then just when I’ve strengthened my resolve and mustered the courage to start looking for prospects, my boss suddenly checks up on my mom and I’m like, “Is this a sign that I should stay?”

Is it good to rebound? I’ve been meeting quite a few people but it’s just not the same.

Is it really unfair to hate my Dad for the way he’s acting lately?

Soul

Tired. Exhausted.
Misses SFC, but somehow can’t bring myself to be as active as I used to before…
Stuck in an odyssey in hopes of finding the one thing that can revive it.