multi-masking

I should be sleeping, ‘cuz in about three hours I need to wake up for my Friday shift at work, but I really have to get this off my chest: Music Bank’s definitely not the same without C.N. Blue. T.T I’d be lying if I say I didn’t enjoy watching B2st and Epik High and K.Will… but something seems to be missing.

During B2st’s performance, I only had eyes for Dujun (as always), and today, I saw a little (or a lot) of Yonghwa in him. Maybe it’s just the way he was styled for tonight, but it was creepy because I kept attributing him to my Bolmae-Jung.

I miss Bluetory and Making the Artist.

I miss Oetoriya.

I miss Jonghyun.

I miss Minhyuk. I mean, I can still watch him at Mnet Countdown, but it’s a far cry seeing him rocking onstage with his drumset.

I miss Jungshin.

I miss Yonghwa. I’d still get to watch him at We Got Married and Eco-House’s remaining episodes, but it’s not the same as how he flirts with the camera and interacts with CNBLU during their stages at MuBank, MuCore, and Inkigayo.

I find myself staring at my Corby wallpaper, which are pics of the boys from their O4U fan meeting, from time to time. I miss my Korean monster rookie band so so so so much that I feel like crying. Seriously.

It feels like the normal midweek blues are going to move to the weekend shift.