multi-masking

I’ve always hated the rain mainly for the following reasons:

1. I dislike using umbrellas.
2. I love sunshine. I prefer walking outside at high noon rather than running through the lightest of drizzle showrs.
3. I love walking, and I love wearing flipflops. But I don’t get to enjoy both when it rains. Because of those friggin’ puddles.

And lastly, it could be just me, but when it rains, I kinda feel depressed.

Today’s rain, though, triggered a bittersweet emotion in me. It made me want to daydream, and at the same time, wallow in my own pity party — at the same time. Weird, but true. Mainly because of this one guy who’s gonna be oh-so-effing-happy to see that I’m finally blogging about him again.

I curse my abnormally good long term memory for remembering this one rainy day five years ago. Damn this heart of mine for relieving the moment of blithe confusion I felt back then. And shame on my body for releasing endorphins that kept me from getting sick that day despite walking my way around the streets of Makati under the pouring rain.

I think this is the best song to describe today’s emo trip:

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